12.28.2011

remembering christmas 2011

When I look back on Christmas 2011 I'll remember it as a really sad Christmas (more on why later...), but I hope E&A will remember it as happy and magical. Santa and our families were so generous this year and we did a lot of fun things. The Radio City Christmas Spectacular was oh so spectacular, A.Soleil and I could have stared at the "spawkly" Bergdorf Goodman windows all night, and our Santaland Santa was very sweet and patient. Our fondue feast and nativity on Christmas Eve with our friendily (<--friends that are really family), plus the crepes on Christmas morning made us feel all warm and homey inside. That's what tradition does, it grounds you and makes you feel love. Having an hour of church on Christmas day was a blessing. My sadness was lifted for a moment when my friend spoke about memories. It made me realize the memories and traditions I'm creating for my children are incredibly important.
I hope E&A remember all that we did to make their Christmas good. The joy still bursting from their little faces makes me think we succeeded. This Christmas would have been the worst without those little faces. I love them a lot.












I hope you'll have good memories from Christmas 2011.

11 comments:

pitterbecky said...

Hope everything is okay Abbie! Love you and miss you! Thank heavens for our little ones and "friendily" when you are far from home!

Jenna said...

Oh Abbie! I hope you guys are okay. The kids look so happy and whatever is hard right now, they won't remember that part. XOXO

The Colbys... written by Erin said...

Oh abbietastic, I HATE that christmas was anything but FANtastic for you:( It makes me sad I won't see you at playgroup and vent it all out and get the whole scoop! Hope you're doing ok! I LOVE ya and feel free to call if you need a good ol' girl chat:)

Liz Johnson said...

I lub you. I am thinking about you and praying for you and sending you the bestest vibes a girl can send from the midwest. Merry Christmas!!! 2012 is going to knock your socks off. :)

Erin said...

I love you. And these pictures are beautiful memories.

Becky said...

Oh Abbie, Dan and I hope all is okay with you and your little family. Sadness is always felt for me around Christmas as my Dad passed away on Dec 22nd 5 yrs ago. I hope life brightens up for you. I loved having Sacrament Meeting on Christmas also. It really helped bring in the true spirit of Christmas. As always you have some amazing photos to remember Christmas by.

Tami said...

I love this! Tradition really does bring family closeness and love. We love you, Abbie!

Headle said...

What an insightful post with such beautiful pictures Abbie! E and A are so so blessed to have such a loving and compassionate mother. You always make such an effort to make things special for them and it looks like this Christmas was no exception.

I'm thinking and praying for you!!!

Megan and Jeremy said...

Now you have me worried! I hope things are okay my friend. I love you & am always looking up to you in so many ways!!!

Amy said...

Love ya girl. I hope everything is ok.

Jean said...

Beautiful, BEAUTIFUL pictures. It's obvious that you guys made Christmas so special for E&A!!!! I love you. I'm still sending hugs. Can you feel them? Here comes one, right now! (Sorry if it hit you in the face.)